One day like this a year will see me right…
I loved this Elbow song when I first heard it but didn’t give it much thought, just liked the idea that someone would be happy to have one good day, which, to be honest, didn’t seem very ambitious.
Then, 3 weeks ago, I found myself having one of these days, I even started humming the song and thought – ‘I’m having a day that would see me right’ (I wasn’t sure for how long at that point.) One whole day where I felt happy, contented and at peace. This happened on a recent holiday to Cornwall – I chose to have a day alone with my dog, just walking along the cliffs and it was heaven. There was nothing I had to do, nowhere I had to be, no one I had to talk to – just there on the cliff tops in the beautiful Autumn sun with my dog.
The effects of that day lasted a good two weeks, feeling better, more peaceful with myself. It sounds a bit ‘new agey’ when I read this back, but this day was it. It felt like I had just hit my reset button and instead of going back to factory settings I upgraded to a slightly happier and contented me.
I struggle with feeling at peace and contentment, there is usually a small voice telling me I should be doing something productive, or even just something else. Like everyone, I do of course have calming moments – usually when I’m walking the dog, or running or gardening. But these moments don’t last long – maybe an hour or so, or sometimes a little longer, a day at most, and then real life kicks in again (or my mind starts being difficult). Even holidays don’t quite have the same effect.
What was it that made this day so special that it enabled me to reset for a while? I think I can tie it down to a few core features
- 1. I was outside – amongst stunning natural surroundings
- 2. I was outside for a few hours
- 3. I was with my dog
- 4. I was alone (apart from the dog)
- 5. I was away from home – far enough way that it felt distant
- 6. I knew I didn’t need to check in with anyone or anything (work/home/amazon delivery…)
So now I’m wondering realistically what are the chances of this becoming more than a one off or once a year thing. Is one day a year enough? What about one day a month or a week (probably pushing it but just think how calm and contented I could become if I had a whole day of resetting every week – seriously worth some thought.)
It’s also got me thinking more about mindfulness and what this really means. I don’t meditate or practice mindfulness in any way but I’m guessing that this is what I partly experienced during that day, and I definitely need more of that.